…I’m not going to talk to you. I need to separate myself. GOD, why is this so difficult? 2 months from now I’ll still feel the same and you’ll have moved on. I never imagined things would end up like this. I thought we’d be together for a while maybe we’d get married. I hate that I’m so in love with you. your name makes my stomach go all crazy and my heart drop. I want to move on but I know I won’t…I’ll always be waiting and that is pathetic. no one will ever compare to you.
